Pleading Scars

12:56pm: My current life...
If you'd like to see more of my lyfe go to my other journal...

6:26am: Dude...

I shouldn't even be up, my dog woke me up. I'm like gonna pass out soon.And the worst part about it is that I can't find my 'Warped Tour 2004' cd. Its horrible.

~*[Notice For Al]*~
Your really annoying and I don't think you get the hint. I HATE YOU. At the game you came by my friends to listen to what we said then started talking to us. NO BUDDY. You might think its 'cool' or 'funny' but its not, its annoying.

                                         !~*Halloween*~!
I know its depressing but I have no plans for the best holiday. :~( . I don't even have my costume. I don't even know what I want to be. And I wanted Jessica to go with me to get my costume but NO. Grr. I hope I can get a good costume. Last year I went to my dads and went to the bar. There were some good costumes. But I want a good costume. Hmm. I need  one my Thursday and its Saturday thats only 5 days...Oh no. And I need Jessica. THATS IMPOSSIBLE! Because its 5 SCHOOL days and then there is tomorrow but that will NEVER work! Oh man Oh man...Darn!  I really wanted her to go with me. Its okay. I guess... :-/ .  Well I guess thats it for !~*Halloween*~!

I just don't know anymore.

Sooner or later you know I'll be dead...I'm getting closer
This is getting old...I can't break these chains I hold
               This will fall away
You're holding the rope and I'm takin' a fall...

7:13pm: Holy moses.!.
The game dude was freakin crazy. Like Me and John waited for and hour for Paige and Lindsey and they just took their time. And the cop people were all there. And poor John (Shafinater)almost got kicked out. But hes a sweet talkin pimp and he was able to stay. YAY! Then he kept talking like a Transexual. And him and AHEM! p.n.r. are going out. Ha! I just thought of something...P.N.R.-Peener! No more making fun...ITS SO EASY THOSE! But seriously I mean as serious as I can get Jonh is really awesome and I'm really glad the him and p.n.r. are together because hes awesome and shes awesome and they are a really cute couple.

On a sadder note people like to lie to people who REALLY care about them. I'm not going to name anyone but "Turtle" knows whats up and so does p.n.r. and John the transexual. And I'd just like to tell you that right now I really think your an ass I mean yeah I care about you but you promised her and then you never came. Not only did you did that but you said some stuff that makes me SOO MAD!

Dave is this little kid who wears a head band and hes really cool. Hes like a stick boy who plays football on the side lines. But yeah. We were like "Bye Dave!" and his dad was like "hahahahahahahahahahahahaha"

Over all it was a "middle-class" game.

I guess I'm annoyed...not sure these days....bye bye frends...





Kalee :-/

2:06pm: ugah ugah
Well today i missed school cuz I'm sick weeha!

his: haha theres this kid at my school and hes like mucho weird and he calls everyone a penis
his: its like
his: penis
his: penis
his: penis

One of the only one who can really make you laugh while your puking your guts out. I love her.

3:49pm: I hate this...I hate her
Lisa is being such a dink. I hate her. She bothers me so much. She always has to be right and always has to have all eyes on her shes annoying and isn't herself around everyone. God. Really dude. Like no lies. Hmm I don't know. Shes so ahh! I wanna ripe her hair out sometimes...But I guess I'll stop. Bye Bye now





<33

Kalee





::Everyone cales me Kay Kay now...to tell the truth its getting annoying, like with Gwen and Bri they've done it since way back when... :-/::

3:59pm: *Sigh*
I guess I'm just really confussed and frustrated at the momment. And Lisa is really getting on my nerves. She yelled at me because of the fact that I have icons. Oh Man! Sh always tries to start something. I guess I'm just not good enough.On top of that I have no idea what I'm doing for the 3rd best day of the year. (~*Halloween*~)...I'm debating...Should I go Up North to that party or stay here and do nothing? I mean Jess said to go with her and Jeff and that would rock y world so hard but I don't know...I'm just not sure like I would have a FOR SURE ride to Westland and its only a half an hour car but I really want to go Up North but I have no ride and it takes 3 and a half hours. I really want to go with Jess and Jeff too. I'm debating on another thing...Am I bipolor? Because I'll be like totally Happy then be depressed. I mean maybe its just mood swings or something.I don't know...I hope I'm not...it would just be another problem.

I fixed my Guitar Strap. Its pretty now. : D

1:15pm: Wowie
Today was cool. I miss so many ppl. My dad is shaving his mustash and dressing up as Elvis....how scary...


i'm outtie style bye bye

5:03pm: nothing to say...
I only wanted to say..

8: nuthing i love u kaylee!
7: if you loved me you could spell my name right


i love that



KALEE

4:26pm: just to let you know....
I was in a bad mood yesterday and if I said something to you yesterday or anything I wasn't feelin' that WAY. So sorry.

BUT if I said something to you today. SERIOUSLY LEAVE ME ALONE!


I feel alot better though thanks to Sarah and Mike....and Nadar.


outtie style....

Bye Bye


MOI

6:34pm: I Have No Ideal Anymore
Look everyone I know before that I said stuff and at the time I really meant it but then I talked to someone and they helped me chill out, that doesn't mean that I'm not mad. Because I am. And I know that I said I was never gonna go anywhere because a few people pissed me off. And thats not gonna happen. I'm still not going to the dance tho. Even if Courtney goes. It seems she hates me. Maybe its just me...no I think she hates me. I'd rather go somewhere else andd do a little something then go to a dumb school dance.

Memo: I still am mad so don't talk to me if it has no importance

I'm so frustrated and mad and annoyed.

old me...possibly

Jess: you really made me mad. And I know its not a big deal at all to you but it is to me...I really like what I do and unlike you I have nobody to hang out with during the week so I do that to entertain myself, and I'd rather do that then sit on the couch all day and eat and I can't can't listen to my music because lisa. Do you see what I mean? prolly not....

I know I'll regret saying that but I really needed to say it and I know we are prolly gonna fight but all I can do is shrug and say thats the way it goes.

I'm tired of everyone rubbing their great lifes in my face. Seriously...do you get an ego boost out of it or what?

Don't you hate it when at one time one person is like omg I hate you and then the other person is like they are so gay and then the next time they are all buddy buddy. And don't you hate it when you right a huge essay on who you admire and you can't wait to tell them then they do something to totally change your attitude about them and you have to rewrite the essay.

Ahh...here I go...more freakin crying....how great right?....its what you wanted isn't it?

I want to see a few people....I miss you guys.

Don't read this and say what a faggot read it think about it and then relize that what I'm saying really has a meaning...

Tomorrow at school is gonna suck...if you read this before then I give you fair warning...Avoid me.

Well I must go...


band-aid

5:10pm: I'm isolating myself
don't talk to me
don't try to hang out with me
don't call me
don't IM me
don't involve me in anything

just leave me alone...EVERYONE!

I'm not going to the mal
I'm not going to the movies
I'm not going to shows
I'm not going to parties
I'm not going anywhere except school
I'm not going to the dance on the 28th

I'm tired of everything...just forget me...its not that hard

I hate this
I hate you

Leave me alone.

7:36pm: A funny story...

Okay I know I haven't updated in awhile so here goes nothing...

Today I was walking down the hallway going to 5th hour (drama) and Tonie and Matt and Sarah were coming from the other way and Matt had his arm around Tonie and on her hip and I was like PDA! PDA! PDA! and Matt was like "So" and Sarah was like "So is this" and then she kissed me and a teacher was right there and she just stared and walked away.

 

What A Funny Story

But lisas being all bleh on me g2g

 love

k&hearts;lee

 

 

1:26pm: Just got dome talking to mickey...
Okay well I'm going to say it once and only once so here...

Mikey,
We just got done talking and you acted so depressed and I was trying to tell you all that stuff and it was rather frustrating to get through to you and not only that but your one of those people who you want to slap and then hug them a million times because they are awesome but so frustrated/frustrating. The only thing I don't get is when I was typing to you I didn't see it but you were leaving and right before you got off you said "thanks for the chat" and you gave me one of those : ) smileys and it got me to wondering if you were just saying hey thanks that helped or if you just needed an ego boost, i mean you've never done that before or anything but I don't know now my head is all screwed up and ahh. You don't seem that way to me but I'm just losing it so my mind is wondering to new levels. If that makes sense. Another thing I diddn't get to say goodbye so....bye bye <3. Mickey, another thing I tried to say is...tell lindz what your feeling and if she loves you like everyone knows she does then she'll understand and she wants you to be happy so tell her that you know who makes you happy so, you know where this is going? but for real talk to her and you know who. I'm done.

Your one of those people...
Kalee


anyways I'm not feeling the greatest so I'm going bye bye.

want to make me happy?


ha. that'll be the day.




*moi*

12:38pm: Oh man.
I went to our homecoming game on friday which also happened to be my b-day. But I went with Jess and we mostly hung out with:::: Mickey, Courtney, Lindz, Paige, Gwen, Bri, Koopa, Jordan, Keaton (freakin evil twin), and then ppl just came and talked and all that but yeah. But irt was a good day Friday and I think the best part besides it being my b-day and then the game was the rain. It poured and it was magnificent. But I got this good feeling when we were there. It was awesome. Thank you Gwendolyn for ALL the great "booty dances" and then singing and all that good stuff, your awesome, thank you. aND EVERYONE FOR THE "HAPPY B-DAYS AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF" I love you all so much. I got to "stroke chris' duck" Haha that was awesome. Jess got to meet all my wonderful friends and then a certain two ppl kissed, it was rather pretty. haha. but anywho.

Saturday was good too. It was homecoming at huron. and all that good stuff. But jess went home. I wrote another song. : ). Well. I think thats it.



I Love you all SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much...Hmm.

Love,
That fuzzy feeling.

7:20pm: Today was Freakin awesome.
I loved today and today loved I. Ha. I'm such a gay.


But let me tell you something.

Today I went to the garage deal and did that. And then went to wal*mart and got my cd :)x5764574357676547467674 and then came home and now I'm listening to that. And tommorow I get pacakes in first hour. And I bought redi whip for on top. YAY! and then Friday is my b-day and I don't have to go to school. And jess comes over and spends the night cuz i'm not having a bunch of ppl over cuz nothing ever works the way its soo "over rated"


love
K♥lee

Feekle Head!

6:19pm: Today was a good day...
Well today at school was okay but after school made my day I went to the Garage thingy and I was all yeah! okay! what!?! Then Lynn had to go to the bathroom and was making me go with her so we were on our way and then someone was like "Fine, don't even say hi to me." And I turned around and it was Mickey! He was like "You don't even say Hi anymore." So I hugged him and then Lynn was like come on! So I was like Hey! I'm sorry, see ya later! and I feel bad cuz I haven't talked to him in a long time and I wanted to talk to him and then we came back to that hallway and he was gone and I was like dude, not even cool. But Mickey if you see this one time before I die I'm gonna hang out with you even if I'm a little old cripple! Ha.Ha. I remember when Lindz and Courtney and I were all at Lindz's house and they were both all I love Mickey and I was like yeah hes cool. That was a fun night..in fact it was the night of the School Fair.. Mickey was like the coolest guy in school to us. Doesn't that sound gay. Ha. Ha. And I don't like him so don't get that impression. But another topc.

Float building sounds gay but it was really cool. I'm such a faggot I guess.

Ha. Well I'm out...

Today was a good day...

3:22pm: Another monday
Today sucked...I was mad and annoyed all day and people don't know what shut the heck up means...Whn your mad and peolpe don't shut up its freakin annoying! But anyways I wrote part of Courtneys letter..Oh how I miss her....I love you C.L.K.


CLicK!


Well ta ta for now (ttfn)




Love,
K♥lee

6:05pm: Insane craze...
Today was the best day in a long time first jess (THE BEST COUSIN EVER) came over and after awhile we went to the Applefest. It was freakin awesome we walked around and we saw Shawntel,gwen,him,james,antonia,ericka,bobby,tommy,kari,paige,kyle,andrew,hanna and like everyone else. But yeah it was great. I had mucho fun and I was really glad I didn't have to see a certain someone cuz i'm some angry at them. But anyway afterword we went to Taco Bell with Kari,Ericka,Bobby,and Lisa. Then we got dropped off.

Today was great. I love Gwen.

Listening to music wwith Jess cuz some how she is spending the night even though we didn't know til like 2 hours ago.

I love that kid!





Farewell,
K♥lee


p.s.
Gwen, can I be in the wedding with th bunnies??


Terrell- You need to come back. We have biz-nazz to take care of! >:O


like 5 days

1:22pm: Everything is crap...
Hmm.. well I guess I should explain the "Everything is Crap" thing. Okay, here we go. First Mr. Ramone got me really really mad because he keeps sayin stuff about Ericka (not pomponio, my Ericka) and hes my friend and all I guess but really. I mwan I like Ericka WAY more then I like him. But yeah. And then at lunch I was like "Dude! You don't even know her!" and then hes all "Yes I do, I know rather alot!" and he doesn't OMG! I guess its not that big of a deal to you all but to me it is. I mean I think he only says the stuff he says because Ericka doesn't like him. I've heard both sides of the story. And uhm. Yeah.

But other then that after school I went to Taco Bell with Ericka, Bobby, Thomas, Lisa, Jackie, Rachel, Antie Tonia (shes not my aunt shes only 16), Tommy, Lynn, Justin, and uhm I think thats it but If I forgot you, then your not THAT important.

But yeah today was pretty sucky.



I am kinda bored and I don't want to type in here anymore. Bye Bye.



Farewell,
stiKKz
^Gwen&Bri^




7 more days!

5:04pm: Pretty not pointy.
I saw Gweeeeeeeee's new holes. They were rather nicely done. ;b Ha. But anywho.Umm...Today went rather well for a thursday. Mike once again was totally hyper and junk and he kept goin insane. It was funny at the time. Then we wtched cartoons and I was like MIKE THATS YOU!!!

But anywho tomorrow I'm goin to Taco Bell with Racchel,Lisa,Ericka,Tomas,and maybe Lindsey (not so sure) but I think more ppl are comin too but IDK.

Uhm. Courtney, yes she was a "Doll"

Chris, You need to update sir.!

everyone listen up, I'm officialy a Pom roller!






Farewell,
K♥lee







p.s. Only 8 more days :)

1:59pm: Earlier was woah.
Okay earlier was all cRaZy and junk so yeah. But today was good. I got up in 5th hour to do my monolouge and I freaked out and couldn't remember it and junk ands I was shakin like WOAH and junk. I really like Lindz's though. She looked really hott!

Hmm...I'm done bye

Armondo poked me REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD and it hurt ALOT! And all he did was laugh and i was like dead on the floor. But I hugged him and congradulated him on wearing white for like the 1st time ever. lol.

Dude they might put in a skate zome by my house and i'm all happy...hahahahaha jess.



Farewell creeps!

8 more days.

♥ Moi

1:39pm: fgnfg
Doday was pretty cool but i g2g. i'm updatin later bye!

12:45pm: To today...
Today was well not the best but it was TOTALLY horrible. But yeah. First hour was gay like always, second was okay...Mike cept playing music with his face and since he sits right next to me it was like right in my ear so I couldn't help but laugh, Thrid hour was pretty fun...Mr. rossow drake another one of his nasty coffee experiments, fourth hour was okay we have the one dude now but hes okay i guess, fith hour was kinda good he didn't yell at me today so thats a plus, and sixth hour was good...we almost finished our book only 9 more pages.

Gwen- Squeeze me and I'll tell you when they hurt! (Haha I love you. Pretty not pointy)

Bri- I thought I was pregnant for a little bit there (HaHa Lil' Briana's)

Armondo- That spit thing is sooo sick. (HaHa. Raped in the doctors office)

Sam- Such a squirrel (Ha! I can't spell)

Stephanie- Initiation.

Jess- Even though I don't go to your school (yet) your my favorite memory of the day. That Mikey is such a Sarah. Ha. I love you!

Jeff- You don't have a sister!! I would know. I've known you since I was like 5.(That sounded dumb)

Mike- Tomorrow if you play music. Make it good music.

2 for Tuesday! I ♥ Subway.



i love that kid,
Kalee

5:53pm: i love them
oh my freakin god!

I went to the mall with Jess to see Terrell asnd well walk and junk and then we got kicked out of spencers wich was totally gay! By the way fat lady, you only kicked us out becausse you don't want to do your job! ugh! gay!

Terrell I promise I will never stalk you again and by the way. You should get those pink shoes. lol.

But then Terrell left and then we went to the movies and saw Without a paddle oh my dear god that is a great movie.

Total stalker material lol.


"Is that wher eyou found that?" "uhm. No" "I f you guys are gonna do that you have got to leave" "Yeah. Okay!"

Yes we really want to hurt you.

We walked sooooo much today. I feel like i'm gonna puke!

6:45pm: A secondary friend
I got my ears pierced today and my hair cut and jessies present and i'm goin there at 4 05 tomorrow cuz i love her REALLY FLIPPIN HAPPY CUZ I MISS JESS AND ITS HER B-DAY. OMFG I'M SHAKIN AND OMG ITS ALMOST MY B-DAY!!!!!!!


What Are You Gonna Get Me?




love,

Kalee